When the kids and I were done partying, we went home, lit the fire and set up the already prepared dinner. Afterwards we’ve mixed playing with reading by the fire. The kids are almost in their own playtime buble after a while and I usually red then. THe kids were awake until half past 7 and then it was bedtime. We listened to Pippi together for a long time.
I’m just about to have a bath and let my thoughts rest. I feel incredibly sad but I allow myself to be. I miss H a lot. Life with him disappeared so fast. We haven’t had contact since I broke things off three weeks and three days ago (but who is counting?). I’d been looking foward to quiet weekends and Christmas Holidays together after an intens Fall with work. But tat dind’t happen. It feels lonely and my heart is aching a lot. But I’ll get through it. All in good time.
Martina and Michaela are coming over for lunch tomorrow. What would you do without friends?