Here is a small hello from us. My mood is up and down but that’s not so weird. I always want to hurry up and feel better again but I need to give myself time. I can’t live my life with someone one moment an then the next everything is over without everything hurting a lot. My strength in life is also my weakness, my ability to shut down. My brain wants to grieve. Cry. Stay up. But I’ll need help from my therapist. Otherwise it’ll go too quickly for me and I know us humans don’t feel good about sweeping things under the carpet. It’s just that I don’t really have those tools to deal with it yet, hence the therapist.
I’m feeling a lot of gratitude over here. It helps me look at things a bit brighter. Now I’m going to crawl into bed with my wonderful children. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.